Everything Start with a Decision

Yes, you can have it. And deep down you know it. Maybe fear to do it, blur your head. Maybe,  you only need a piece of practical advice. And here it is "decide to do it now". Start small, privately if you need it, only for yourself if you want, but start now! Later you can do it better. Later you can make it public. Later you can brag about it. What matter now is get it out of your system and start the process to make it real.